It's been a minute! Hiii

Its the second day here now, and while I made this site myself, things just feel so weird, I feel like I forgot so much during the time I didn't work on thiss
I am also really missing spending time with my girlfriend :( I miss talking to him, I miss playing silly games with him, I miss watching things with him, I miss just listening to his breathing while we sleep
I also am second guessing myself, can I really do this? am I good enough? did I just lie my way into this position??? I'm worried my performance won't be good enough :/
I just hope things will feel better again

Once I'm used to this things will get easier again, and feel more normal, and I'll be less worried about all of this !
Things will be alright